Working from home today with the fishes and children whilst MrD is in Vancouver eating shellfish and being clever (he does this a lot) and its been nice chilling out and being much more laid back than normal. K and i have eaten dinner together twice, watched a movie and looked at some websites... she even said she liked my new hair which was a pretty nice moment(!!). She, and O to are being super lovely. Maybe this is what happens when you stop trying to be something you're not and lighten up.
We are all very excited about our trip to NY in October which i guess is helping.
I could seriously get used to being home based, cooking, listening to music and talking to the fish (sorry if the fish are playing a large part here... i've just realised how cute they are)
"I made everything come undone, i made everything fall apart. I stopped running for the finishing line and went back to the start... i found a great big whole in the middle of my life shaped just like my heart... now i'm watching the world move in slow motion and now i'm finding it easier to breath" Hole In The Heart, Karine Polwart.
I told MrD this was a song about me and what i wanted to do which he seemed to thing was about the fact that there was lack of love in my life which is clearly not the case. I think its about not putting your heart first in things and loosing the sense of perspective you get when you take some time out and time to think.
To quote another Miss Polwart song ... "I'm gonna do it all some day..."
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