Monday, July 31, 2006

Thinking and flickring

Haven’t felt very reflective lately and so relatively silent here… The Office has been hard work (physically so tiring this week) and lots of things are slipping through my fingers. We’ll see how my next ‘team roles and work allocation’ meeting goes...

“I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright if I don’t have to smile,/
I’ll be alright, I’ll be alright if I don’t have to face the morning sunrise for a while / I’ll get along, I’ll take tomorrow with a grin”
Carolyn Mark, ‘I’ll be alright’, Just Married.

Unbelievably I’ve waivered a couple of times this week about my leaving plans (why why why!!! when I have been crying at my desk) – its largely that feeling of being good at something and that giving me a firm sense of identity. But however much I will miss certain people and doing certain things – if I don’t put the time and effort in moving in with Mr D it will be THE thing I never did (or never did properly). I want to be in the house and be a family before K goes to university – once that time is gone, its gone and I'll feel like we missed out.

Flickr obsession continues – its become only desk based source of happiness this week… sniff sniff sniff : ) left cables at Mr Ds house to nothing to add until Friday : )

Have made some more lovely collages – to be flickr-ed and blogged asap.

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