Tell it like it is...

So, I bit the bullet and actually told someone that i am going to speech therapy… The great hurdle finally overcome…. And?

Well, H’s reaction was to say “what? For the fact that you speak really really loudly?” – aghagahgahgahg oh my god! This was perhaps THE funniest thing which could have happened... stammering wasn’t even the first thing she thought of – she had noticed the stammering abit but as she feels like she does it too (which I have never noticed) she didn’t think it was a biggy. I feel kindo of down and little anti climactic about it, it rocks your world a bit when something which you think is the BIG scary thing in your life is such a none issue to other people. Now I feel like its not an issue and I should just get over it (which is cleqarly true). But, at the same time I feel relaxed and satisfied that she hadn’t noticed – Cheryl is going to love this story tomorrow and I think it is going take a lot of thinking to really process the information, it just wasn’t in my consciousness that this would be anyone’s reaction. So much for my fear of sympathetic nodding and pity : ) – a big thank you to you lovely H – there is no one quite like you… x